I don’t see how my mom doesn’t say anything when she clearly witnesses what happens, but I guess not ‘jeopardizing’ her position is more important. Then, has the audacity to lecture me about working it out for myself — I’m not the only party involved here. Sure as hell not the only adult. Shit, I’m still the child. UGH.
Lately, I’ve been having the strangest cravings: hot Cheetos with nacho cheese, potato wedges, curry goat, etc… Well, the curry goat is legit because it’s been a long time without it in my life. (STOP) I’m not pregnant. I’m just curious what’s going on in my body — I’ve been losing weight, a significant enough amount that people have given me the “you okay?” look, with no appetite. I haven’t really changed my diet, but the summer heat makes lose my taste for food — I can’t eat when it’s hot. I don’t feel any different internally, but on the exterior I feel slimmer, fitter. I wasn’t as concerned as others are until I kept getting the same comments.
But I’ve started working out again, hopefully that will help.
Maybe it’s a sign I need to restock my snack drawer, idk.
"The truth is like a lion. You don’t have to defend it. Let it loose. It will defend itself."
All I want is a huge mug of Earl Grey tea & a ’good morning’